_ Its kind funny how people think they know me so well. A lot of people dont though. I might spend LOTS of time with a person but they just might not know all the fricken shit ive been through. Sometimes I just feel like taking the one person that I wont to know everything about me and scream my whole fricken life story to them and just hope that maybe they can tell me something back. But you dont get everything that you hope for.
Im so use to gettin everything one way that when I do something and expect to get a good reaction and I DONT...I just fall apart. Everytime Ive done something it always turns out just they way I was expecting it to but lately it hasnt been like that and its so HARD. I dont want that to make me sound stuck up or something but its the truth!
Another thing is now its so hard for me to tell people how I feel. Ive done that before and the person didnt even care and now that I wanna tell other people how i feel im afraid they wont care either. I just wanna go to a party or something and get wasted outa my mind and forget about all the shits thats been happening lately!!!! Everything thats been going on has been making me sick to my stomach...cant eat and if I do its very little and I can't really sleep as well!!_
sorry to all of yous who dont know what they hell im talking about cuzz i really dont know either!
ERG!!!!!!
--QuoteS--
If you only remember one thing in life, remember this::
What's meant to be will always find a way, no matter what, time tells all, act on good impulses, don't quit, never ignore the butterflies, and live with no regrets
Real love hurts. Real love makes you totally open and vounerable. Real love will take you far beyond yourself. Real love will devastate you. Therefore, if love doesn't shatter you, you don't know real love
have you ever wanted to,
ask a question,
but your heart is afraid,
of the answer<3
Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength. However, there are times in life in which it takes much more strength to just let go...
Her heart tells a story, her smile tells a lie...
If you don't understand my silence,
you won't understand my words.
&& suddenly i`m hating myself,
for everything i ever felt for you
--_--Lauren† | 
